<body> Lost In Beauty-
...she's Beautiful

.name; alycia.
.age; twenty-two.
.resides; in norwich, ct.
.status; single.
.occupation; full-time student.
.education; three rivers community college.

...she is

a daughter
a cousin
a lover
a roommate
a true friend
& a best friend

...other beautiful souls

♥ MEAGAN ♥

...Dreams

.see a shooting star.
.get my masters degree.
.travel around the world.
.be emotionally stable.
.build my own house.
.be debt free.
.make a difference in lives.
.be a loving wife & mother.

...TALK OF LOVE





...beautiful melodies

.the stars we put in place.
.the dreams we didn't waste.
.the sorrows we embraced.
.the world belonged to you and me.
.the oceans that we crossed.
.the innocence we lost.
.the hurting at the end.
.i'd go there again.
.cause it was beautiful.
.it was beautiful.
- amy grant.
Monday, November 19, 2007



My cousin has gotten a blog of her own to vent in and I thought I should do the same as well. A personal place for me to vent my daily ongoings and things I need to get off my chest.

Life has been truly chaotic. As lucky as I feel in life at this moment, I feel like I am going to lose everything I have overnight.

This amazing man who has swept me off my feet and stole my heart at first sight... is leaving. He is moving back to his country, Sri Lanka, on December 12th. He is my best friend and he is someone I go to make me smile. He restored my faith, my dreams and my confidence after a really LONG bad relationship. In my eyes and to my heart, he is perfect. Why is it when I finally find someone who treats me the way I deserve to be treated -- has to always leave?

Nothing is ever promised to me. Everyone keeps disappearing or leaving me. I don't know how much more of this I can take. For it has been happening all my life, I learned to stop making friends. I would isolate myself from the world and shut doors on beautiful people.

I'm simply scared to death to open my heart to someone again. I love this man with all my heart but for some reason, the timing is not right. He wants me to visit him someday and I want to do so.

On top of it all, I LONG desperately for a normal family. I know my cousin and I wish for the very same thing. If I had a "normal" family, I think my life would have been much easier. As for now, I am GRATEFUL to have my cousin, Meagan. If you are reading this, I would be so LOST without you! You keep me sane when I am on the edge of losing my sanity. Even talking to you for five minutes a day HELPS! I love you!

I am going to try to keep up with this blog. It may be good for me. Some sort of therapy, ha.

until then, hugs and kisses.

xx

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