<body> Lost In Beauty-
...she's Beautiful

.name; alycia.
.age; twenty-two.
.resides; in norwich, ct.
.status; single.
.occupation; full-time student.
.education; three rivers community college.

...she is

a daughter
a cousin
a lover
a roommate
a true friend
& a best friend

...other beautiful souls

♥ MEAGAN ♥

...Dreams

.see a shooting star.
.get my masters degree.
.travel around the world.
.be emotionally stable.
.build my own house.
.be debt free.
.make a difference in lives.
.be a loving wife & mother.

...TALK OF LOVE





...beautiful melodies

.the stars we put in place.
.the dreams we didn't waste.
.the sorrows we embraced.
.the world belonged to you and me.
.the oceans that we crossed.
.the innocence we lost.
.the hurting at the end.
.i'd go there again.
.cause it was beautiful.
.it was beautiful.
- amy grant.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007


Life has been going rather well. I haven't done much due to the Thanksgiving break coming up. I have been watching more movies and reading books lately. While I was with my ex boyfriend, I rarely picked up a book. People who has known me since I was a child knows I love to read. I think my cousin and I are the only ones in the family that loves to beside my dad.

Dad used to tell me that Grandpa would spoil him all the time. I wondered how did he used to spoil him? He'd simply tell me that Grandpa would buy him all the books he wanted. I am glad he did because it is one of his favorite memories of him. Speaking of Grandpa, I miss him. I still think he is alive literally every day. On his birthdays and random days, I would stop by his grave just to say hi and tell him what has been happening and pray. I am even loyal to DEAD people. I'm quite strange, haha.

I just finished reading "One child" by Torey Hayden yesterday all in four hours with snack breaks in between. It is amazing how a child who has been neglected of love learn how to protect themselves. It is truly sad that they have to learn that at such a young age. I am totally the opposite. I was neglected of affection and love and yet I still crave for it. I drawn myself to anyone who shows me the slightest affection and literally drown myself into what they have to offer but before I can guard myself, I always end up getting hurt. People always take advantage of my dedication when it comes to love. Torey Hayden has more books similar to "One child" so I am definitely going to pick that up today.

I found myself falling asleep with my mind spelling out words I barely use. Those vocabularies are some bigger words than I normally use. I don't know if it is my mind preparing myself for college in a few weeks or I'm getting smarter when I sleep, HAHA!

Thanksgiving is tomorrow. I am going to be spending it at Barbara's house along with my dad and a few other people. It is not exactly how I want to spend my thanksgiving. Their food is normally... creamy. Er. Not exactly how I like my food. I just wish I could spend it with my family, hmph.

I am thinking about making cheesecake for the first time on my own today. So I can give some to Milinda and my dad.

Speaking of Milinda, I can't believe he is leaving in TWENTY days. My heart aches just the thought of not being able to go to him for my sanity, some protection and some warm hugs and loving kisses. I am hoping I will get to see him a bit more often than usual. He texted me this morning saying he misses me. He knows how to make my day. I just hope we will stay in touch when he goes....I'll pray.

I have been in the library for the past hour and had 3 different people sit next to me and they all REEK! Gosh!

anyway, signing out

HAPPY THANKSGIVING.

xxx

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