Lost In Beauty-

Friday, November 23, 2007

Thanksgiving was real quiet and sweet. I went to my friends house, Barbara (my dads ex girlfriend but a REALLY good friend of ours.) Her roommate was there along with the roommates brother and Barbara's best friend Sandy. Just the six of us.

I got there and my dad and I VPed my grandma and she looked so happy to see us and told us that my cousins are setting up the christmas tree. My two younger cousins still has the christmas spirit. I love Christmas. Snow flakes, Christmas songs, Christmas trees and lights, having the fireplace going, snuggling under the covers with thermals, eating candy cane, and sipping hot chocolate soon as coming in from being outside and ending up with rosy cheeks.

Anyway, Grandma said she wants to move to Connecticut to be closer to the family. I would love that even though I am grandpa's little girl. I think my grandma thinks highly of my cousins than she does of me because I lead a different lifestyle. I wear revealing and tight clothes. I use makeup and dangling earrings with high heels. She even knows Im sexually active because I was pregnant before. And I had/have boyfriends outside my race and religion. I remember my grandma found out I had a tongue piercing and she got upset and was disgusted about it until my younger cousin showed her tattoo and she was ooh-ahhing over it. WTF??? Tattoos are PERMANENT and my tongue piercing is NOT! And its not THAT visible. Ugh. I feel like the black sheep of the family.

After the call, I went and ate some bread, salami, italian cheese and roasted peppers with olive oil and garlic. Its an traditional Italian snack before meal and it was delicious. Soon after, we had antipasta with sausages and meatball. We discussed about how Italian families would only eat with homemade sauce or ONLY Classico. Hmm. LOL and that Sandys sons ex girlfriend lied about having cancer for one whole month. She was wearing wigs and such and said she was scheduled for surgery that certain day and when the day came, he called the hospital and they said they never heard of her and then he called her father and he said...what? She doesn't even have cancer. Right there and then, her son decided its over...after being together for 2 whole years. What kind of person in her frame of mind would LIE about that? She must have some other mental illness.

After that, daddy, donnie (roommates brother) and I went to the basement to play pool. It was called 101. Its an Canadian game. It was really close scored game. We were interuppted half way by telling us that the mail course is ready. So we went upstairs and had turkey, mashed potatoes, green beans, stuffing, cranberry, and rolls. Then we went back downstairs and we all played - the 6 of us.

After the game ended, we had dessert. They had Lemon Merigene, Pecan pie and pumpkin cheesecake. I had pumpkin cheesecake with raspberry chocolate chip ice cream. It was alright.

Dad dropped me off home and we had my cheesecake. =) it was good for a first timer, LOL.

It was midnight and I did a milk and honey mask because my face was getting dry and showered and then at 330am, I was off to pick up Milinda and we drove to best buy.

That's when our Black friday shopping begun.

We stood outside in the cold for an hour from 4 to 5am and we went inside and waited in a LONG line and finally Milinda got the Canon camera he wanted and we walked out at 630am. Across the street was JcPenney and we went there and he bought 7 jeans in different sizes (for people back in Sri Lanka) and 2 shirts for himself and then left at 730am and headed for Kohls. We got there to look some jeans for his sister, Sola, and found her size, 7. We got her 3 jeans and 2 shirts. He threw some jeans in the pile too and the line was like a 30 minute wait. After Kohls, we went to walmart and we were looking at jewelry and I did not see any I liked. We looked around and I ended up finding a big Care Bear and I chose Bedtime Care Bear. He got that for me and at 1030am we were finally done. We sat in the car and talked. Then on the way home, I stopped by at the cemetary to see Grandpa and Milinda wanted to come with me so he was behind me, holding my hand and kissing my cheek as I was "talking" to Grandpa. Then we went home.

Milinda is SLOWLY starting to open up in public when it comes to showing affection. He holds me, takes my hand, puts his arms around me, kisses my cheek and my forehead, LOL. Its cute to watch him get comfortable.

We got home and we had my thanksgiving left overs and we ate EVERYTHING! And then we made love and simply passed out at 130pm. I was up for more than 24 hours.

At 9pm, Milinda and I woke up to slowly nudging eachother with our noses letting eachother know we are awake and we want kisses, LOL. While we were awaken enough, we made love again and then Milinda went to the shower as I made up his bed and left him a little note on his pillow. He came back and he said I was so beautiful and im like what? I have bed hair and I look TIRED! LOL. Im going to miss him.

Before I left, he gave me 2 jeans and it turned out to be the 2 jeans he threw in the pile. The jeans I told him I liked and he remembered my size when I told him a while ago. WOW! I was blushing and gave him a long kiss.

I think he wanted to get me a laptop. He wanted me to get a laptop at Best Buy but it was only for the doorbusters so it ran out.

He's such a darling angel. Im back home and Im exhausted!!!

Black Friday shopping is ridiculous, I think. People are hostile. I kept getting banged with stupid carts! Kids were being spoiled and parents were maximizing their credit card limit. I befriended a couple of people though. Maybe I shed some good aura that other people can feel, LOL. Would I do it again? Only if I KNOW what exactly I want/need to get, LOL.

Now, I can't wait to set up a christmas tree and see snow accumlate on the ground. =)

I hope Meagan is happy with my update! Love you cuz!

xx

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