<body> Lost In Beauty-
...she's Beautiful

.name; alycia.
.age; twenty-two.
.resides; in norwich, ct.
.status; single.
.occupation; full-time student.
.education; three rivers community college.

...she is

a daughter
a cousin
a lover
a roommate
a true friend
& a best friend

...other beautiful souls

♥ MEAGAN ♥

...Dreams

.see a shooting star.
.get my masters degree.
.travel around the world.
.be emotionally stable.
.build my own house.
.be debt free.
.make a difference in lives.
.be a loving wife & mother.

...TALK OF LOVE





...beautiful melodies

.the stars we put in place.
.the dreams we didn't waste.
.the sorrows we embraced.
.the world belonged to you and me.
.the oceans that we crossed.
.the innocence we lost.
.the hurting at the end.
.i'd go there again.
.cause it was beautiful.
.it was beautiful.
- amy grant.
Monday, December 10, 2007


Just as soon as I thought everything was going well, I was wrong. I always jump into conclusions. I got into a huge fight with my cousin and I am left wondering if it is worthy to fight anymore. She does not see what is going on. She is only seeing one side of the entire feud. She was upset I did come for Amaya's birthday and she has to understand I was NOT invited and I did not want to go and feel unwelcome because the chances of that are pretty high. She got pressed and told me I should talk to my aunt but she has to understand my aunt isn't the easiest person to sit down and talk to and I would constantly be defeated by her. Once she believes I am like my own father, everything else is tarnished.

I don't know. She said she gives up and I said, you know what? Me too. It is so sad because we connect in a different way. I connect each of my cousins in a different way and I cherish all of them! I am just hoping it is not the end of things because she means a lot to me.

My older cousin is coming to stay over my place this weekend and I am stoked. I am extremely broke at the moment but I am not going to let it pull me down because there is way for things to work out on its own. I will later update on what happens during the weekend.

Milinda is leaving in just 2 days and I am not sure how will I deal with it just yet. It hasn't hit me that he is really going but when it does, I just hope I can take it easily. I wrote him a good-bye letter last night and imprinted a kiss at the end of it. I will be seeing him tonight and I will let you know how it goes.

Until then, xx.

the beauty exposed ;