<body> Lost In Beauty-
...she's Beautiful

.name; alycia.
.age; twenty-two.
.resides; in norwich, ct.
.status; single.
.occupation; full-time student.
.education; three rivers community college.

...she is

a daughter
a cousin
a lover
a roommate
a true friend
& a best friend

...other beautiful souls

♥ MEAGAN ♥

...Dreams

.see a shooting star.
.get my masters degree.
.travel around the world.
.be emotionally stable.
.build my own house.
.be debt free.
.make a difference in lives.
.be a loving wife & mother.

...TALK OF LOVE





...beautiful melodies

.the stars we put in place.
.the dreams we didn't waste.
.the sorrows we embraced.
.the world belonged to you and me.
.the oceans that we crossed.
.the innocence we lost.
.the hurting at the end.
.i'd go there again.
.cause it was beautiful.
.it was beautiful.
- amy grant.
Sunday, December 9, 2007


I think I have never been happier. Despite all that frustrations I have been through the past couple months, I found myself driving home with a smile. I ended up shedding a tear because I have finally realized that EVERYTHING does happen for a reason. I know how I wish some things went the way I wanted it to but it wasn't the plan He simply had for me. I just have to trust him and then things will go as I wished. There is a reason why I went through so much sadness one person should never endure at such a young age. It just made me a whole lot stronger and made me appreciate life so much more. I appreciate every little detail life has to offer.

I think my cousin Meagan can see that I am finally at peace. I think I have ended every ongoing battle within. For the past week, I have been dreaming of my ex-boyfriend and I had no idea why he kept appearing in my dream. Then one day, couple days ago, I logged in my old screenname and he IMed me. We spoke BRIEFLY and that was it. That night and the next, I never dreamt of him again. I believe it was just my subconscious telling me that I needed closure. Now that I have it, I am so relieved.

Winter is definitely here. It is supposed to snow today and the next few days. Something about the cold and the snow just lifts my heart up to a higher place. I think Winter is one of the greatest miracles. It brings people closer together. People fall in love. Families get together. I wish I could say it worked miracles for my family but I know it has for others. My family is an exception. Those stubborn minds will later regret what they have missed that was standing right in front of them. That's okay. I am just going to cherish the family members that WANT to be in my life as much as I want them to be in mine. They are worth the aggravation. I love you, my cousins.

For the rest of the people who knows this blog address and knows me personally, you have a place in my heart and I am forever grateful for your presence.

xx

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