<body> Lost In Beauty-
...she's Beautiful

.name; alycia.
.age; twenty-two.
.resides; in norwich, ct.
.status; single.
.occupation; full-time student.
.education; three rivers community college.

...she is

a daughter
a cousin
a lover
a roommate
a true friend
& a best friend

...other beautiful souls

♥ MEAGAN ♥

...Dreams

.see a shooting star.
.get my masters degree.
.travel around the world.
.be emotionally stable.
.build my own house.
.be debt free.
.make a difference in lives.
.be a loving wife & mother.

...TALK OF LOVE





...beautiful melodies

.the stars we put in place.
.the dreams we didn't waste.
.the sorrows we embraced.
.the world belonged to you and me.
.the oceans that we crossed.
.the innocence we lost.
.the hurting at the end.
.i'd go there again.
.cause it was beautiful.
.it was beautiful.
- amy grant.
Saturday, December 22, 2007


Friday, December 14th: I woke up 730 in the morning and quickly took a shower. I was to pick up my cousin Meagan at 9am. So I rushed a bit and went outside to realize the car was coated with so much snow. Without my gloves, I proceeded to take the snow off the car and the windows and shoveled a small piece behind the car so I could get out. After a couple minutes of defrosting the windows, I finally got in and backed out only to realize it was going to take a few tries to be successful. I put it back in drive and this time, stepped on more gas when reversing. Still nothing. I checked my rearview mirror and there was a guy with a coffee in his hand just watching the whole show. I did not want to have him come and help me. I dislike getting help from guys because then they tend to want more attention and I try to avoid that at all costs. Once again, the third time is a charm, I told myself. I hit the car in a drive and stepped on the gas a bit more while backing out and success! I was finally free from the mound of snow behind me.

I got to my cousin Meagan's house in Vernon around 9:15am and I was relieved I was only 15 minutes late. I got in and saw her adorable cat, Gira. Her fur was silky to touch. I could pet her all night. I was welcomed by Simba, the only dog that I know has a trait of a cat when it gets excited or happy. Simba, somewhat, purrs in her own way when she feels good. Adorable. Meagan and I looked up for directions of how to get to Norwich using the backroads because the traffic was horrific on the highways. A couple miles of delay both north and south of hartford.

We left the house about 10am and simply caught up on each others daily news because it has been a while since we saw each other in person. I had to tell her what happened between Milinda and I for that she is the only person who knows my deepest secrets and what my heart desires.

We made it to my appointment for Three Rivers Community College (TRCC.) I had an appointment with my advisor to write up memos for my professors to accomodate me in the classrooms.

After the appointment, I went to do an errand and then we went to Pub 99 to get some lunch. We had quesadillas first and then I had some caesar chicken salad and my cousin Meagan had a Roast Beef sandwich I believe. We were so stuffed. I decided to try the Mint Mocha Kiss drink. It is Kahula, Peppermint Schnapps, got chocolate and whipped cream. It was a rather tasty drink. Meagan had a sip and she felt toasty afterwards. =)

After the dinner, we went home and just relaxed. We watched I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry and then we ordered Onion Pizza. When the pizza arrived, we watched Notes on a Scandal. It was a jaw-dropping movie. I liked it. I think anyone who appreciate literature would like this movie. Although, it is not for the people who are closed minded.

After the movie, we tried to do some ouija boarding and there wasn't much success. Finally, we were getting a bit sleepy. We drank some wine coolers and then we fell asleep.

Saturday, December the 15th: I woke up puzzled. Wondering why the heck was there lights flashing on the wall. I turned and my cousin Meagan looked back at me and pointed to the flash. I looked at the clock and it was 700am. My father wasn't supposed to come until 800am. I ran to check who it was and it was my dad. I let him in and he sat on the bed and the three of us gossiped. Yes, we gossiped. =)

After Meagan took a shower, we went to a good friend of ours who takes care of Skyla (our dog), Barbara's house. I happened to come across an Sri Lankan music video called "We shall rebuild." It was in Sinhala, Tamil and English. It sounded beautiful. I wish I knew the lyrics for it all. I watched Emmy Rossum's "High." She's so beautiful.

After that, Meagan and I watched "Christmas in Boston," and I washed my clothes in between. It was such a good movie and I know my cousin would agree. I liked its sense of humor. Not to mention the main characters were good looking, a plus.

Meagan and I played pool afterwards to kill time and she won. I suck but practice is all I need.

Before heading home, we did some errands such as stopping at Shop Rite, Blockbuster to rent movies for Sunday, Burger King (for Meagan and I), McDonalds (for my roommate), Bank of America to make a deposit, and the gas station to get some gas.

After eating our dinner and a brief singing christmas songs session, we decided to play with the ouija board. We came across a young spirit named Dennis. We spoke with him for probably more than a hour. It told us things that hit right on bulls eye constantly. I found out that my grandpa is one of my angels and it was not a surprise. It just brought a smile to my face because I sensed he was always with me. It is one of the reasons why I visit his grave often and why I pray to God and then pray to him afterwards. I was his little girl.

We all finally slept pretty late. Meagan finally got to see my true colors and why I love nighttime. For some reason, the darkness is my high. It lifts my spirits up. Im odd, I know. I just hope Meagan appreciated that my true colors were shown and that she liked it.

Sunday, December 16th: We all woke up to a morning which we thought the weather would be terrible. It looked as if it was raining. I was disappointed. I wanted the weather to be as horrible as it sounded. We watched "Deck the halls," it was cute but not my type of movie. After that, we watched "Mini's first time." The movie had us going, "Oh my god!" scene after scene. It had a lot of twists. It was rather good and unpredictable.

I dropped my cousin off at 9pm and I got lost on my way home. I must have been daydreaming. After I found my way, I went to walmart to pick up some things for my roommate and headed home exhausted.

I was so glad I got to spent the weekend with Meagan. It was comforting to have a family member to be close to. I will always cherish moments spent with her. I will be there for her through thick and thin and even when everyone else won't be there for her. I will be the one standing next to her. This I promise her...

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